Flying to Manchester on Saturday morning and then London a few days later.
Happy to finally get out of the house. Yayness!

So, after trying to get suitable classes forever and then waiting for them to start from freaking June, today was my first ever class. Okay, not an official 'class' exactly, more like an informal intro. I don't even have a guitar yet, and we just went to check the place out and stuff. But I think my parents are okay with it, so I'm getting a guitar tomorrow and classes start from next week! Eek.

I tried some stuff out though. Like placing the right fingers on the right strings behind the right 'fret' (-> guitar vocab). My teacher said I was smarter than most beginners, so I guess that's good. There was only one other kid there though (most people didn't turn up yet because the teacher just came from a long break), and he sort of already knew a lot of stuff. So I felt like an idiot there, knowing absolutely nothing at all. *shrug* Anyway, I hope I don't freak out and run off after like two classes. The guy gave me a chord sheet which already made me went o_0.

Anyway. I have no idea how I'm going to cope with school and this, since these are "the crucial years of my academic life". I guess that means less internet and TV time. Sucks to be be me. But yay! Let's not bring me down just yet.

Ps. I better not be ripped off tomorrow while getting the guitar. I have a very limited budget, my parents aren't paying for it. And it's not exactly the best thing to spend a lot of money on stuff when you have no source of income (no pocket money) and you're already saving up for multiple things.

The new TAI... song! I love it. My brain cannot stop singing it to me.
And I got the piercing (yay!). It looks good, but I have to wear an ugly stud for at least a few more days before I an wear anything else.

LOL
What a random journal entry.

So tomorrow I'm getting my ear pierced. I already have my ears pierced the normal way, but this time it is going to be on the upper part of my ear. Right through the bone.

Ouch.

My cousin was trying to freak me out. Her descriptions got kind of gory. But anyone with half a brain would know it does not bleed. And as far as I know, I've got a full brain. But she still gets to me...anyway. EXCITEMENT! And that's good since there hasn't been a lot of that lately.

Also, that stupid Katy Perry song has been stuck in my head all day. I DO NOT CARE IF YOU KISSED A GIRL, OKAY??!

Okay the party didn't suck, it was actually fun. But my hair smelled disgusting when I came back. It was either the sweat from dancing so much or one of these chicks really needs to buy shampoo.

I'm pretty much awake right now even though it's two-thirty in the morning because my sleep cycles resmbled those of a bat's during the exams, and now my biological clock won't go back to normal. And I have summer school tomorrow. What kind of fuckery is this????????? *shakes fist* They just love to torture us. D:

Okay, I know this post was pointless but w/e. I'm loading a Panic video right now which supposedly has a very hot Brent in it. Will have to wait to see if it's true, because the video's like 9.5 minutes long and thanks to my amazingly quick internet speed, I won't be going to bed for a while. Though that thought is making me howl with laughter, but I did see a blurry picture of him a while ago, and I'll admit, it wasn't too bad. But still. BWAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! A HOT BRENT WILSON!!! AHAHAHA! I DON'T WANT TO UNDERESTIMATE HIS HOTNESS AND BE SLAPPED IN THE FACE LATER, BUT OMG, A HOT BRENT WILSON???!!!!!!!!


Edit: I SAW HIM! And ew, what the fuck is wrong with these people? He is not hot. His hair resembles that ugly guy's from Smallville, but even he's better than him. I guess I was better off seeing him in a blurry picture.


*da-da-da-dum* VICTORY IS MINE, MWAHAHAHA!!! *da-da-da-dum*

OMFG FINALLY! THEY'RE OVER! THEY'RE OVER! THEY'RE FREAKING OVER!!!!

( JCas sounds like jackass )

I just found out that I'm going to India on Friday which should be a good thing but there's less than a month left for my exams, and missing FIVE whole days is going to make a hell of a lot of difference. For starters, if you miss a single word of those damn chemistry lectures, you're pretty much a dead man, so how exactly am I going to cope with five days worth of missed information? God knows.

I think I'll sneak up a few books with me (not that my parents aren't already convinced that I'm a nerd) to study in any free time I get, because I am way behind of schedule.

GAHHHHHHHHH *bangs head against the wall*

And since we are on the topic of depression, here's one depressing little poem I wrote a few days ago because my creative juices felt like flowing out:

( gloom )

Hey Abeera (since you're the only person who's going to be reading this / bother reading this) !

How was your eid?


William Beckett is <3

The MTV Europe Music Awards were held on Thursday/Friday(according to where you live)and guess what?This band we're all obsessed with actually got nominated for something and no one,not even me(an over-obsessed fan),knew about it!!!Or more like no one could do anything to help them because unfortunately they were nominated for the 'future sounds' award(an award for new artists but it wasn't simply called that since JT was hosting)and the public didn't get the opportunity to vote for just that one particular category.It was other musicians/celebrities/whatever whose votes were counted and Gnarls Barkley won.Sorry guys!I'm sure if it were up to us,we wouldn't have disappointed you! PLUS Can anyone tell me more about Third Eye Blind?I know they're one of Panic's inspirations and I heard one of their songs on the radio this morning and I kind of liked them.Thanks!

I sent P!ATD a loooooonnnnnnnnnnggggggg mail.I hope they just REPLY!!!!

It's gonna be 'Build God then we'll Talk' and it's the last video off this record!
Ps.Oh yeah and hi!!!